Freedom & Purpose

Soooo... I'm free to set my goals, choose the means, do whatever I wish, or just do nothing. While it is convenient to make some money to pay the bills, I could choose to do without, why not. I can decide to be a good and productive member of society or to embrace the dark side.

But what if I choose inaction? Will it leave my life empty of any purpose or meaning whatsoever? Probably. Technically I could disappear this very moment and it would impact, more or less, like a dozen people in the vastness of the universe, which is as close to zero significance as it gets.

That's really motivating. Makes one look forward to getting out of bed the next day and all. Like hell it does. Of course, I will get out of bed tomorrow, I will do things I enjoy, fill the emptiness with something, it's too early to give up yet. If only what I do had some relevance, to someone, if only it was needed, wanted... maybe one day. Too early to give up, yet.